Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Confuse

I never know whether my choice is right or wrong..
I have been feeling insecure all the while..
I want you, I love you but it seems like not working out..
I respect your decision as what you always said..
Clueless..

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Despair

When you have chosen any other thing over me..
I ask myself, how much I worth to you..

I'm walking away..

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Flow

If even though I am someone to tell you not to do something..
And if you really want to..
I believe that still I do not have the power to stop you..
Well oh well, I am here to accept..
=)
And to accept every little thing..

Love, feelings and what-so-ever..
I do respect whatever decision you have made or going to make..
It is because you're important..

Appreciate is the only word I can be expressing myself..

Love and feelings will be down to the bottom of my heart..
- Locked up -

I want you..
And I really do..
I'm there, still there.

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Enough

If you ever do not know how to appreciate me..
If you ever do not appreciate my love..
If you ever do not appreciate my effort..
If you ever do not take me seriously..
And if you ever take me for granted..
Enough is enough..

Friday, July 24, 2009

Sorrowness

When things do not work out, people start blaming on Fate.
Instead of putting effort to make things work out once again.

Baring it all alone.

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Sighs

I don't wanna fight no more.
I got it alright?
I just want someone to listen.
And I am finding a way to release.
Whatever it is, I am sorry.
The moment we hug..
The moment I miss the most..

Are you, taking your steps and leaving me behind?

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Abnormal

Gees why must you behaved so abnormal as being, showing or acting that you don't care? Or you seriously never mind about it anymore and if is like you're alright with any single thing. I realized that I have actually never know how to react towards it. Is heart broken that when someone meant a lot to you but you're just no longer to keep telling him all the words like I miss you, I love you, you meant the world, you're important and stuff when the particular person is not giving any reactions to you which showed that he is actually or might be numb with all that??? Ouh yea.. I ended up thinking so much as why is he acting that way lately. I do take things seriously but sadly people will only think or thought that I'm fooling around. Like what Andrew actually throw it right on my face! And yes I ended up having a fight with him and telling all sorts of stuff deep down the bottom of my heart. I don't need to prove and I do not need to write on my forehead, start telling and showing everyone that how much I care, how serious I am and stuff alright? If you couldn't feel it then leave it! I would rather keep it to myself. I am tired and I just want someone that I can actually lean on and take care of me. Someone who can actually make me feel belongs to. If you no longer have feelings on me.. Sleepless night and I got to attend that freaking work tomorrow at 730 a.m. and do nothing in the office BUT receiving complains regarding that I am too free. And now I got blame for being free as you hired me for nothing and you got no work for me to do! I would like to throw a sentence of WTF right on your face, stupid bitch! And I do feel like quitting! My patience are so going to reach the limits. It seems like everything so fucked up!

- Nik's wedding pictures will be upload soon -
Signing off * trying to get some sleep
Cath's mood: Upside down. If you're not important..

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Lyrics tell it all..

Adam Lambert - No Boundaries
Nickelback - If Today was Your Last Day

Clueless

Great I am having right side migrain now in the office. All by myself alone.
Can't you just stop calling and sms-ing me as I've already freak out by your emotional and actions.
Guys.. who taking promise so so so important..
I've got too many disappointment from promises and I knew the feeling of being disappointed...
Why promise when I know no one can do it and expect me to do what I've promised..
Promise, always causing me trouble and problems.
The best thing is I never promise but I am accused that I've promised but in the end I got anger and hurtful sentences in return because I never fulfill it.

* I am left clueless! *
- I never like this feeling. =.=ll -


Monday, July 6, 2009

Piss!

I am getting more and more frustrated over the Management of the college as they are happily holding my full transcript as well as my letter of completion! I could not proceed with the process of registration with another institution without the document! Dumbass!

-They love to drag and drag and drag no matter what it is regarding about!-
It is so so so inefficient!!