~* Berries's Dove *~:

Slept until quite late today actually, went 1u with mommy and bought some clothes. Had steamboat for my dinner. I wonder why nowadays, when I started to think about him again, my tears just flow out without my control. Every scene seems to be repeating in my mind again. It is already 9 years, all I feel is, he is still around, he is still alive. I wonder why people out there are being so cruel, taking away what is belong to me and the best of mine. On the last monday, same thing happened to me and Daddy while we are on the way back to PJ. Tears just flowing while I saw the scene myself. Luckily, nothing happen. But.. my heart, just can't stop thinking back. Sometimes, I do think that I am numb, no matter angry or sad, tears just flow without control. This is not the way. What happen to me? Is like, the only feeling I am having is heart-ache. Anyway, my new hair style's photo is up! Want to know why cut? Because I need a new style and cannot look so dull being a Talent Scout Trainer! Er.. Not really actually, it is just because I am fed up with my old hair style. I kept the old hair style for like, 2 years? Is time to change! Sorry to tell you, my friend, I do look blur and sleepy in the photo, because I just woke up that time!

Not good post, due to wake up late and rushing to my Grandma's place for lunch with Aunt, Uncle and Cousins. Paparazzi a lot with them and had fun. After lunchie, Bak Kut Teh session with Hubby and family. -Bak Kut Teh wor~ Berries Chickas, jealous bo?- p/s: is fattening you know? I put on weight already. I am very bad and I want to tempt you all with the empty Bak Kut Teh pot and my plate's photo that taken by Hubby! Whahaa!! Evil enough? Here we go!