- Freeze

All I can say is, in this life, there's up and down.

My rooms will be installating the new marble on the floor than using bucket floor.Because of this I got to pack my stuff and so do Mommy's. After the whole afternoon of napping, as You did not come and look for me. Decided to start packing things as installation of the marble floor will be held by tomorrow.

I called Mommy and she told me to pack her's first as they going to start the installation of the marble floor at her room. I moved my lazy body into the guest room and took a few luggage bag into Mommy's room and start packing. I realized that actually if tsunami is going to happen again and my Mommy is going to donate her clothes, there will be no worries for the victims. Her clothes is enough to open a small shop. So do her accesseries. Oh my God! She still dare to say that my clothes is more than hers. Slowly, I opened a drawer which full of documents in my Mommy's room. And I have found out a secret in that drawer. An envolope that written, To: Catherine ... A secret that I should not know ...

These days I started to feel tired in all way even though I am pretty sure that I got enough of rest and sleep. Something wrong about me? Yup. Something wrong. Recently have been suffering from hand shaking, and now chest pain. And yet, when come to worry something, my hand shaking and chest pain got worse. This feeling sucks!! Who will actually really concern about it?

I hate the feeling of simply thinking very much. But, I can't help it as the feeling is bothering me for few days. Unfortunately, I already know what my future will be. It is going to happen, soon or later. All I can do is, be prepare for it. There's no where I can hide, there's nothing I can do to change. This is the reality, and I got to accept it. Good Luck for myself.

Berries wish today: Break the freeze ...