Life is Nothing

Why must I feeling so bad?

Somehow, I realised that actually life is nothing after losing my beloved Brother and Uncle. We should treat our dearest the best. But, in the real life is just opposite. People are leaving me one by one.

Of course I am feeling pain for the lost...

I am feeling more pain that arguements and fighting are happening among me and the loved one who are still here..

I could not the pain anymore...

Life is unfair once I have been born.

* God: You're just a bullshits. People says that you will take good care of your children when you hear us pray. But it is all bullshits! You gave me nothing except suffer! *